Book cover for I Still Love Amy: A Survivors Journey Through Narcissistic Abuse by Lee Warren

I Still Love Amy

A Survivors Journey Through Narcissistic Abuse

2025 Released
290 Pages
4-6 Hours
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Independently PublishedISBN 9798306248516

Why is it so difficult for victims to leave abusive partners? Its not always what people assume.

This is a true story of one man's journey through the devastating reality of narcissistic abuse. This isn't a clinical analysis or a textbook definition, but a raw and honest account of the emotional turmoil and psychological manipulation he endured.

The author, a former police officer and military veteran, bares his soul, recounting his experiences with two significant narcissists in his life: his ex-wife Kerry, and Amy, the woman he fell deeply in love with. He describes how their manipulative tactics chipped away at his self-worth, leaving him feeling broken and lost.

Through vivid anecdotes and personal reflections, this book offers a chilling glimpse into the minds of both the victim and the abuser. As a successful business owner, the author also reveals how narcissistic abuse impacted his professional life, leading to financial ruin and the loss of his livelihood.

Readers will gain insights into:

  • The insidious nature of love bombing
  • The devastating effects of gaslighting
  • The complex trauma bond that keeps victims trapped
  • The author's struggles with suicidal thoughts

This book is a must-read for:

  • Anyone who has experienced narcissistic abuse.
  • Those seeking to understand the complexities of this type of abuse.
  • Individuals who want to learn how to recognize the red flags.

This is a story of survival, of reclaiming one's voice and finding the strength to heal. It's a reminder that you are not alone and that there is hope for recovery.

Trigger Warning: This book contains strong language and discusses themes of allegations of sexual assault, eating disorders, and suicidal thoughts and feelings. Reader discretion is advised.

Lee Warren

Lee Warren is a death educator, end-of-life preparation guide, and somatic practitioner. She is a cultural pioneer and leading voice in reimagining intimacy with death as a pathway to ecstatic aliveness. With over 30 years of experience living in intentional, land-based communities, Lee draws deeply from life at Earthaven Ecovillage in Southern Appalachia, where she co-created regenerative systems for home-building, food production, renewable energy, and progressive self-governance. Immersed in exploring more reverent ways to live, Lee also participated in collective approaches to death care, gaining firsthand knowledge of caregiving in a cooperative context, including at-home death care, home funerals, green burials, and community-based grief rituals. Her work bridges the practical and the mystical, weaving embodiment, contemplative inquiry, and culture repair into a recipe for empowered living and dying. Lee is the founder of ReclaimingWisdom.com and QueenofDeath.org, platforms offering education and resources. She lives in Asheville, North Carolina.

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